Arizona: 2nd full day

So here I am. Listening to some Chicane and whatever else my MP3 player decides to dish out. It's been a nice time so far. Although the aspect of an injured mom isn't so cool. I went to ride horses today and in years past she's always gone with me. It was nice to go, but I missed her.

I think I'm getting back on my usual food intake level. I think my stomache shrank in England, so it's nice to eat:-) I know I might not enjoy the holidays in years to come when my body starts to REALLY age and dislike my food choices, but for now I'm going to be happy and eat and enjoy this time with my family. The one upshot to mom's injury is that people have been SO nice from my Dad AND my Mom's churches. I think we have enough food here to last us till the next milennium.

My brother Ethan (middle one) is coming tonight. I think we're all hoping Aaron (oldest brother) pulls a surprise and show's up this weekend. I hear he has the time for it, and it's just a question of him getting a plane here from Korea.

I was riding today, and thought what a freakin amazing life I have. I didn't think I would have experienced so much of this world by this age. God is really cool and the way He's mastered this is really amazing to say the least. I've gone through some intense challenges the last two years, but here I am in Arizona and on the verge of living for who knows how long overseas. Something that I don't have the resources to do, but God has made a way and in the process has put some great people in my life as well and I can't wait to see how the next chapter unfolds.

Well, Ethan will be here soon and I should go. But even as I read back the entries of the last few months, I'm glad for all that's happened. Even in difficult moments God is active, and I wish I could see that more when I'm in those moments! Hopefully mom will be doing better by the end of this week. I want to keep praying for her but it's hard to see past myself and let God take it. I can get worried over little things that I know I shouldn't be worried about (what if she doesn't get healed? what if I get hurt or upset at God for not healing her on my timetable?) But I think I need to put all the what if's aside and just go for it. We'll see how it goes from here.

More next time!Paul